Monday, January 09, 2006
stepping into blogs again.
`hey assholes.
surprised to see me bloggin again huh. haahas. i'm just too darn bored sitting in this freezer-office. hmm. how long will THIS blog last i wonder.
first month of 2006, still filled with memories of 2005.. a year that i SO wish to delete away yet can't bear to cuz it holds such sweet memories yet bitter ones too. audrey's blog spells it all man. bitter-sweet heartache. hmms.
bella ksh i know u'll wanna slap me for saying this but after all this time here in HK i started to realise tt i'm really missing him.. this sounds dumb i know, but then its the distance that proves it even more, u get wad i mean? *gosh. its like a sudden gush of pain that grabs your chest, and you feel like you can't catch your breath... then all of a suddden you realise its how much you miss himm that's causing the pain.. i thought i would gradually let go of him during this trip but contradicting huh. i actually miss him more. hmms.
ytd i went downstairs to grab some booze, on my way back i saw this clique, and i began thinking about you girls. I MISS YOU GIRLS SO MUCH OK!! just a sudden lonliness that swept over me and i was crying alone on the streets on the way home. =,( *bawls.
can't wait to get back man. and i'm starting to feel stressed cuz aft i get back its gonna be results releasing soon!!! i'm just praying hard for a mere 20 to get into yjc la now.. what can a bimbo hope for? SAJC? dream on man...
my fingers are freezing, i can't type anymoreee...
`byeee..
2:03 pm
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