Wednesday, October 25, 2006
4 days to water baptism
It's wednesday now, and I only have 4 days before I get water baptism, which means more than just taking a dip in the water. Truthfully speaking, I'm not even sure if I'm that ready yet. It's like something long due and by the time it finally comes, you start to doubt it.
Not that I doubt this faith, but I doubt MY faith.
Would I really be changed? No wait, that isn't right. DO I want to be changed? There are many occasions on which I know for sure He can overpower it take control, and change the situation for me but just to face the brutal reality of my inner self, I am putting red lights to it.
I:
- shy away from being changed into a better person.
- refrain from admitting my wrong-doings
- avoid repentance
Is that what Roy calls a part-time Christian?
After the baptism there will be some things, but none the less quite difficult to lay off things, that I can no longer do.
It's not just the baptism, it's a promise made to a nosy friend who cares as well.
(more at the other side)
11:49 am
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Just A Little More
Watched World Trade Centre (WTC) last night, and I have to say that it's really good.
It did more that just bring back the raw and initial emotions of the tragedy back in September 11 2001. Mildly commercialised, special sound control, lights control, and setting made this a superb film.
Basically it was telling everyone the simplest message:
"Do you HAVE to wait for something this scale to fall onto us before everyone shows a little bit more love and concern for others? Don't neglect your loved ones along the way as it is them that will keep you alive in times of troubles like this."
Everday we affect other's moods with our own, why not make it a smile instead of a frown? Personally I hate to quarrel and not fix it before we leave each other, that feeling is too much to take for me, it robs my mind of liberty to think of anything else. Who knows if they die the next moment and you never have a chance to EVER say sorry again? Pure scariness. Morale of the story?
Be nice people.
10:51 am
Do you wannabe a superstar?
Saturday, October 07, 2006
ALL HAIL ME.
I just reached home from a spiritual evening at church, followed by bumming around with Roy darling, and guess what I found in my email:
"It has been tough doing the selection, as many of you possess the passion and creativity to lead JIVE to greater heights. After some deliberation, Chronos and I have decided to expand the number of roles from 4 to 6, so that more talents can be admitted to serve JIVE.
The following people are to meet Chronos and myself on Wednesday for a compulsory briefing on your roles and responsibilities.
President: Ms Lee Zi Yan Crystal"
I guess I shall stick with my vow to quit since I've promised God and Pen, cos I don't want God to take back these blessings just because I can't control myself.
Pen help me, God, you too.
10:59 pm
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
SOP
I miss this blog already!
Been blogging some private entries these days so it's no news here.
BUT NOW THERE IS!
I got a hair job yesterday, and now, my hair is PURPLE!
Yes, Viva La Unglam.
YEA! but it looks kinda red here.
Caryn Chang - You better date me soon cos I'm getting pissed at the lack of activities going on between us! (dramatic sigh) Wei Zhe too!
Ok updated myself.
Shall head back to the world of Cells, Eukaryotics, and more weird stuff now.
12:21 pm
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Sunday, October 01, 2006
somewhere else.
Deleted the previous post as I felt the intrusion of privacy by prying eyes out there ( if you are one of them, slap your balls ), well not really deleted.
Moved it somewhere else, somewhere more private and exclusive.
8:06 pm
Do you wannabe a superstar?
