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Thursday, June 22, 2006

woah DRUM SET!

hahas.

truthfully speaking, i almost forgot this blog exisited. SORRY BLOG! hahas.

Well this few weeks have been alright for me except Father's Day (fucker's day) and it's eve. Rather terrible. i'll talk about that later.

RIGHT NOW UP FRONT: DRUMS!

haahas. ima dying to get a set man. Still trying to decide between TAMA Superstar or PEARL Export or Pearl Session. Ideas anyone? PLEASE TAG. ima gonna sell my piano then use the $$ to buy the set. SWEELEE SALE! whee~

haaha. i feel kinda dumb 'cos i don't dare to ask that fucker for $ to buy this set 'cos i can't really anticipate what kinda words is gonna come out from his filthy mouth. yeap i'm referring to my biological father.

oh ya. last saturday when i was in service? well i totally forgot that Fucker's Day existed, so when the announcenments said something about the stall having discounts for Fucker's Day, my face was like --> 0_0

This is actually the first Fucker's Day that I had to endure since my parents seperated, and I'm sure eventually I'll get numb and oblivious to it but RIGHT NOW? This emotion kinda suck. I feel as if that fucker is dead and most of the people around have a Dad to say "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY" to, while I don't. In fact he was more like this "father that i never had" cuz he wasn't really AROUND to be there for me when a lot of things happened so.. ya.

BUT OF COURSE, things are a lil' better as my uncle (my mom's younger bro) totally treats me like his own. So i said a BIG "HAPPY DADDY's DAY" to him instead. How I wish he really was my Dad man. All that concern, fun, spoiling me, crapping with me.. *sigh*

damn emo aren't i? lol. i know. some things do force you to grow up and let you feel detached from the rest of the world.

11:15 am


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