Me: OH! I think I'm finally getting this shit, so given this situation, how do you work out this data over here?
June: Well, you just take ...( and was cut off )..
Chris: WA LAO EH, you so damn fucking stupid explain also no use la, fucking DUMB lor!
Me : I didn't ask you right? And can you just at least fucking shut up? At least let me TRY la!
MY GOD. I swear i would have stabbed his eyeball if I only had a sharp object. PLUS the worst thing is round after round you try to calm yourself but round after round you get slapped in the face. BUT being as "Godly" as I TRY, I once again attempted to PEACE OUT.
After which another fucked up incident happened and I simply threw the words there and walked out of my class.
DAMN man, I have a not too small ego to take care of, and it can only go so low. I quit. No point being the only one there trying to make things work here.
It occured to me as I was going home, about how Chris used to mention that he lived alone since primary school days? Well it striked me that as pitiful as some people may seem to you, they can be the same amount if not more fucked up.
Well i'm not saying this out of fury you know. Think about it, isn't there at least one person that you know who is rather pitiful but they might be like, damn irritating, egoistic, etc.? Maybe its their lack of self-confidence in which some try to cover up by being doublely egoistic, and others, insecurities probably? When they eventually piss everyone off and people start turning away, they fall back into self-pitying, thinking to themselves, "Am I not pitiful enough? Now that they turn away I am all alone again.. Why am i SO pitiful? Why me God? WHY~~" ( before I get carried away,) Isn't this like, a vicious cycle they never jump out of? GEE. Maybe thats why there are so many social workers around?
