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Thursday, August 03, 2006

snapping under stress

YES I KNOW.

Losers snap under stress but gotta admit that it's just human to snap. AND particularly, the human happened to be me today.

First bad thing that happened today? I met my least favourite couple AGAIN. Then I waited for my friend to fetch me at yishun, but he was late so in the end I missed the UT (test). Next? DAMN. They announced they friggin' team and GOD DAMN IT I was teamed with the All-15N-Rejects.

Am I supposed to be high about that? I just want to take a drag.
The All-15N-Rejects is (drumrolls) :
- Bibi
( domineering yet dumb female from India, cultural difference you say? I don't think that is an excuse for being stupid. )
- Thilina
( Bibi's lover, from Sri Lanka. )
- Nooh
( most carefree aka senile )
- Alicia
( let's just say she's a Pentium 1, i'm a Pentium 3. She's never on the same frequency.)
- Yi Hao
( At least he is the only other member that I can communicate with. BUT he seem's a little half-brained today too. Not he's usual self. )

WHAT THE BANANA?! My god. Any sane being will know that this is definitely not people to associate me with but just to rub it in, my facilitator actually announced why she placed the teams this way.

" I purposely grouped you guys this way so that you work better. Like for those foriegn students, you guys can communicate easier, and I hope you guys can learn from each other as I group you people this way so that it is people similar to you, or something that links to you."
- jamie (entreprise facilitator)

GREAT!! Since when did I join the team-rejects? I don't see ANY link here. Its not like I speak Tamil, Sinhala, or Malay ya'll.

When we brainstorm or do worksheet, all I see is 5 expectant faces looking at me (well maybe not 5, since 1 senile guy is staring at his screen smiling).
I give my idea, hoping to hear some re-butting to push the brainstorming process forward, but all I get back is nodding heads (or rather swaying for 2 particular members) saying, " Yes, I understand, is it (blahblahblah).. "

Guess what (blahblahblah) is? Bascially, it is everything I did NOT just say. Great! Brainstorming with Me, Myself & I. How far can I go? They think everything I say is supposed to be THE answer and it is supposed to be CORRECT. When the faci puts me down telling me its wrong? They stare, whisper. COM'ON! What did you guys who did not say anything expect from me? Please hear me cry God damn GOD DAMN!

But then again I already feel rather ashamed for letting June see me cry outside class and moments later I broke down and cried IN class. How unglam is that ya'll?! These bunch of people are the first to see me shed tears in RP, and I hope the record stays there.

Good Day to You, You and You. Tomorrow is SO gonna suck.

2:52 pm


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