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Monday, November 06, 2006

7 days after Baptism

13 days ago I spoke of my fears and concerns about water baptism.

7 days after water baptism I have to say that the fears were underestimated.

Right before the baptism there was a never known before fear that took over me, I was shivering and jumpy, and there were tonnes of thoughts and voices going through my mind. The manifestation of the spirit shocked me and made me speechless.

It questioned my sincerity, my reliance on a certain item, my selfish acts, and everything else that makes me guilty. Judgement day seemed to have let me in on a sneak preview and seriously, it scared me.



Probably even Reuel was shocked to see me in such a state? I don't know, but I felt much better after seeing Sharon and settling on my Baptism name to be:

GABRIELLE

Nice name? It means "devoted to God".

I'll be addressing that issue on the other side, but other than that? This 7 days were great. I reconsider my actions before I do them, I spend more time with Sharon (more than just for the fact that she's leaving), and THANK GOD he found a job. Really, I cannot be more grateful.

2:15 pm


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