Sunday, March 18, 2007
how fucking slow can I be.
I just realised how much drama you and your girlfriend has been putting on the blogs for the past 3 days. Damn and I had to hear it from someone else. People who asked me, "Just what did you say over the phone?"
Seriously if you felt that way, don't say "It's ok la" or "Nothing la" when I ask you about it. Just fucking tell me how it has been between you two!
How many years, how many tears have I shed at your expense? And now you rather just express everything on the damn bloody blog publicising it. If all that you said helped you 2 stop quarrelling, congrats. But I never said I was ready to be sacrificed like this. Not by YOU of all people who'll do such things at least.
Thanks for not even trying to defend me in front of her, seriously I think your messed up. With all that she said about me I think all you did was laugh, didn't you? Thank you my love.
(to your girlfriend) PLEASE GET THIS RIGHT. If you wanna continue doing your bitchy shit and be so fucking domineering then fine. You're making the person I'm talking about here lose all the friends. Get this, you don't like me but we all fucking hate you. You seemed to have done nothing but bring out the worst in our best friend.
(to you) Maybe even 10 years don't count once you acquired your girl. She seemed to have taken your life away. Leave her and she'll be a happy feather again? Fine if that's what you want. I have never liked her, EVERY SINGLE THING I DID AROUND HER (including painfully talking to her) WAS JUST SO THAT YOU DON'T FEEL SO BAD THAT WE'RE ON BLOODY BAD TERMS. If you're thinking I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, think again honey. I think your girl just made a tsunami out of a teardrop. I'll leave you too for the time being, until you stop being the less senseless person you've become. Don't worry cos although she is doing it, you aren't losing anyone of us yet until you push us away. We're here waiting for you to come back rationale again. I'm sorry if this post does more damage than innocently picking up a phone call.
Have fun in australia.
(and I really can't believe how mean she was.)
9:43 pm
Do you wannabe a superstar?