<body scroll="auto"><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/20716419?origin\x3dhttp://missleespeaking.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Monday, March 05, 2007

i don't know what to name this post

Dear -,

Seriously your reaction came unexpected.
I did not even foresee it while blogging that post. I'm sorry you felt that way but don't you see it? It was something we brought upon ourselves.

The "if only's" in our relationship are:

- if only i was more firm about not feeling for you.
- if only you gave up and left.
- if only we stopped getting along so well.
- if only i didn't care so much about your feelings and went ahead with leaving you.
- if only i didn't hold so much reservations.
- if only we didn't get so physically involved.

Seriously, if this IS the end I so dreaded, there'll be pretty much a lot of places where I'll stop going to for some time because it's probably littered with traces of us being there once. Even the most innocent bus rides will be hard to bear alone I think. This is, surprisingly, devastation on my end although it is something i choose.



Do I have to make you hate me to leave me?

7:18 pm


Do you wannabe a superstar?