Friday, May 11, 2007
Speeches You Hide At The Bottom Of Your Heart
Sometimes, we really want to tell someone something form the bottom of our hearts but then again, you don't know how to put it so you decide to procrastinate and do it like, next week.
Of course, time won't stand still for you. Before we manage to say it, things already take on changes and there's no point in saying whatever you wanted to say anymore.
I'm sure everyone has been through this before.
There was this time where I had some conflicts with a friend, but due to assignments that needed submission that few days, I pushed him aside saying,
"I don't want to talk about this now!"
At that point of time he said,
" Oh ok, we'll wait a few days then."
After finally finishing up what I had to do, I was in a much better mood and started thinking back about the whole conflict over and over again. I was thinking to myself that when we meet a few days later, I'm going to tell him what I think, then apologise.
Yet, when we met, we were both so hard up on dignity that I eventually did not apologise. I thought to myself again, maybe next time. Next time when we aren't in such a hurry and can talk things out I will apologise.
Thing is, before the next time comes, something else happened and by then, when I say what I wanted to say initially, would he still believe me? No. He'll definitely think that you're just trying to defend yourself for the new issue that arised instead of believing that it was truely your original intention. No matter what I say, it's not going to change the truth anymore.
We ALWAYS like to keep things in our heart and not say it, due to pride and probably a whole buch of other stupid reasons.
5:52 pm
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