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Friday, May 25, 2007

25

mutters obscenities.
(Everything has been going so gravely right since this morning)

2 months ago on this day I :
- did my hair
- went for the gas haus gig
- went to the station to visit him

1 month ago on this day I :
- woke up early to wait for him
- went for lunch in town with him
- drove for the first time
- spent the night at sentosa in a tent by the beach with him


Today I :
- Actually woke up 30 minutes earlier than usual.
- Reached school on time for the 2nd time this year.
- Had fruits early in the morning.
- Donned on spectacles looking like a sexay geek.
(although it was in preparation for wearing my contact lenses at night)
- Am hitting the clubs with MY, Sean, Mitchell, Jerome, and Alvin.
(new crowd, hope they clique.)
- Am expecting myself to get wasted totally.


I thought I'll never survive today.
I thought I'll be missing you to the bits.
Strangely though,
I never thought I'll be feeling this emotionless.
Too emotionless.


Like everything I expected would happen today isn't happening.
(and everything I didn't expect to happen IS taking place)


-trepidation-
What's up next I wonder.

11:09 am


Do you wannabe a superstar?